Itchy Blisters On Buttock

Roma-Ostia is approaching and with it ... concerns!

start with the photo of the Post: Refers to KM that I raced in 2011

Quite a load no doubt about it, but now the events that count are coming and everything optimism that until yesterday spurt is disappearing.
I am full of infirmities:

1. The left knee creaks and sometimes even the calf that is under-then ... between the two is a healthy one-
2. weight, despite the many km is always a high wire and a KG will be tough to lose right now due to begin unloading.
   
3. Fatigue won me over.
   
4. Weather then, is as good and with the right wind up loser on Saturday and Sunday with the wind wrong.
   
5. The bib allotted relegates me to the third cage ( last of the first wave) and this is where the race remains bottled if you lose much more than a few seconds.
   

short, the picture is not great, but if I write here who still think of life in the last Under-88 ( then swear not facccio +) surely must mean something ...?
O are out? Or does not preclude me see beyond my nose? OR ... kicking ass!